Jason's Fantasia

双截棍 双截棍
双截棍 双截棍
双截棍 双截棍
双截棍 双截棍
隆中华的高一文仁 隔壁是忠孝两班
坐前面的你介绍自我 无法忘
天赋多才多艺的你手弹钢琴指弹吉他就连部落格也擅长 像是在高攀 我不管
看我对你的欣赏开始就一目了然 就连管乐单簧管你都吹得有模有样
什么样女生最喜欢 双截棍 柔中带刚
想与你去时代广场看电影和用餐
做什么 做什么
用这个歌对你表白
做什么 做什么
追你就不怕失败
做什么 做什么
内心全被你覆盖
我喜欢双截棍 哼哼哈兮
我喜欢双截棍 哼哼哈兮
你在我脑海里 我好想你
不管你到哪里 都陪着你
我喜欢双截棍 哼哼哈兮
我喜欢双截棍 哼哼哈兮
我对你的感觉 无人能比
你已在我心里 无法代替
双截棍 双截棍
双截棍 双截棍
双截棍 双截棍
双截棍


歌词改自：

What's up guys, so this time I'm going to show some of my video productions here.

Whooh~ Can't believe I'm back in business again,updating my blog.
It's been a year since I updated my update.
I thought nobody is gonna read my blog. Well, still the same, until now.
But, I insist in writing it, I wouldn.t say that there is still people reading my blog ,matter of fact that I'm not someone who's popular enough to keep people noticing my latest news.
And....probably my laziness.
Plus I have FACEBOOK https://www.facebook.com/jaynjason?ref=tn_tnmn nowadays, just don't have to put much effort in letting people know how's my life.
Despite that people will read my blog...or not...To me, blog is kinda like a biography for me right now, it's like I want to tell my readers my thoughts through my blog.
I'll still continue this on my own, until the day that people read my blog by their own instead of me propagating my own blog.

So this time, I'm going to talk about myself once again. I can say that I've been through a lot, experienced a lot. No doubt that people change, including myself.
I started to have my own interests now. Besides martial arts, it's making video, I'm starting to have the skill to make a standard video now if compare to what I've made in the past. I've approached more about video making and starting to have to interest in it and want to pursue more, you'll never get tired in doing something you like the most.

Of course, I wouldn't do anything that has no benefit to my future, I'm a 3D Animation Student now, I still remember that I was just form 4 when I firstly own this blog.
Well, I can't say that I'm a blogging kind of guy, I own it because of a girl....just wanted to have one more mutual interest with her.
But now, I'm starting to get used to this blogging stuff. Well, you write your blog certainly hope that you have readers in return.

As an Animation Student, I'm lucky that I could choose my own interested program to study in. There are always pros and cons in everything. All I can say is I'm adaptable.
Rule 101, be adaptable under every situation, and good in encountering certain situations, I really learn a lot in doing such things, I'll give you my word.
It's the fact that there are various kind of people in the society, you wouldn't actually felt that until you really meet one. That's why good socializing skills are necessarily needed.

Friends are as well important to assist on the way to success, not by using them, it's we can give support to each others even though facing obstacles.
I really don't have many real/true best friends even till today, my true friends/(brothers I call) would probably be the same as it's used to be....my best pal Skychin, Derrick and etc...
Best friends aren't those who hang out with you all the times or just have the joyful moments together. It's those who will share their life experience, their up and down to you and even tell you the truth of your fault even though it's offended.

Be sure to distinguish which is your true friend that you'll get help from them and which is not.
Must know how to value your friends by observing how they honor the friendship among yourselves.
It's not necessary that best will have to stay side by side all the time, it would be better it it's possible.
I'm not the lucky one, I don't have my pal walk along with my in my path in my new life in University. And it's really hard to find one of your own best pal in University since everyone already has their own precious friends during the high school years, your friendship will never be as vital as theirs, not to mention those who has BF and GF.
So, I'm on my own. Certainly I'll lack the joy that can be shared between buddies but this might be a good challenge as well, best pal can't help you all the time, independence is important indeed.
I do have friendS in my university, but every friend can be categorized into certain zone, they are indeed friendly and helpful, but just not the best friend mode.

I'm a sentimental person, so once I considered they are my best friends, they'll always be.
Maybe I could still meet one or two best pals in my university.....maybe not....hard to tell. All by my own isn't that bad either.
For now,I can say that I have the skill to manage my work although there's much more to learn.
But.... I'm still not so good in holding relationship with girls. Can say that I'm suck in love affair even though I'm 20.

Well, that's pretty much what I want to say for this time.
(Remind myself here) I'll definitely update my blog again, just don't know when....

For 3 and a half years, at long last...
My bro, Derrick Joseph Silvia is back to Malaysia!!!!
Well,he WAS back, for 4 weeks,but that's more than enough.

I really can't believe it at first,because it's really rare that he could come back to Malaysia.
I always wanted to go Germany and visit my bro....but I just really can't have that chance.
But my dream came true.....he is coming back!!!
when I first see him after his return, I can assure that he hasn't change a bit!!! (except grown taller)
He's still that same old Derrick, he's back to a Malaysian since he got back.
He's back!!! Well, what am I waiting for !? Hang out is the thing that we wanted to do !!
Guess what, the location is the place that we used to hang out the most.....Berjaya Timesquare!!! haha
We really had a lot of memory in there.Despite me and Derrick.... Skychin , Terrance Tong also join in to have this precious gathering with Derrick. It's commemorating and sentimental although we just plain go karaoke, watch movie, play arcade, chit chating around.Sky , Terrance and I could have this kind of fun anytime but just can't without Derrick. This time the circumstance is different thus different kind of glee.





Of course between Derrick and I, we have our private chit chat as well within these days, we talk about girls , I talk mine and he talks his, but most of the time he mentions his the most,can you guess who's that girl? haha...
And I also get a chance to realize how's his life in Germany in these years.
I heard how hard he was back then in Germany when he first reached there,but he had been through it now.He is considered quite attached to Germany's life,all the hard days are over,now that his life in Germany is improved about a year ago,I feel so glad for him,sincerely felt that way.
I can say it's a precious experience for him,and he ain't gonna forget it in his entire life.
He's back to Germany
I definitly won't forget our every single conversation we had,because it's really hard to see him again, I really think that I should appreciate the chance to get along with my bro.
3 years ago.... 3 years later...


Time passed quickly, he's going back to Germany again (sigh) , I can't say we have plenitude within those 4 weeks, but at least we had fun and did my best to leave a good memory for Derrick.
I'm the only friend who came to the airport on the day he left, I bought KLIA Express tickets, RM70 just for going to my bro's drop-off, I think it's worthed, because friendship really is priceless. By the way, it's my own money, not given by my parents, I worked to earn it.

He's back to Germany now,
What can I say.......he is Still My Bro~Derrick
Hope to see his next return soon.

Wow~ first time ever been to Comic Fiesta.
Really excited, and full of expectation before going.
I walked for 20 minutes , from Fahrenheit to KL Convention Center right after my Japanese class.
The event started at 10am, when I reached it's already 1:30pm

But,my 1st impression:
I was totally shocked when I saw the crowded situation. DISASTER!!!
The queue for buying tickets is FXXXing LONG !!!
I mean, it started at 10am , but until 1 it's still that crowded!? Just for buying tickets?
Besides, those who's with tickets can't get in as well.
The staff said the Hall is too crowded at the moment , need to wait until the people inside to exit the Hall, and get inside batch by batch. DAMN!!!


I still can tolerate that, of course I'm not stupid enough to queue that long.
I cheated, just standing nearby the entrance , make sure that when the door opened, I could sneak in.

But after a few minutes, the staff came out with a speaker and said: " Sorry for the inconvenience, we apologize that the tickets for day 1 are not selling until 3:30pm, those who has ticket may come in( but still need to queue) "

I was like -----FXXX
what you want me to do ? stand there for another hour and a half !?
NO....luckily my friend- Bobo was coming as well and wasn't there yet, we met and go and have our LONG lunch time.
And one of the luckiest part is , I could buy the ticket from my ex-society friend who's not going in again during the lunch time.
But I still need to get one for Bobo...

When we got back to the Convention Center, still the same , a LONG queue, lots of people still stucked at the entrance.
And the staff brought in another bad news: " Tickets for Day 1 sold out"
I can't just go in by myself and left my friend outside!!!! DAMN it!!!
And here's the second luckiest part,
I'm not stupid enough for trying to buy tickets onsite anymore, that's already impossible.
BE SMART, I went and asked those who's already exit the Hall for their ticket, we buy from them, And we found 1 !!!
And we both got the tickets.

Bobo and I just get in the crowded queue and passed through all the people who's without tickets, straightly get into the Hall. WOW~ imagine it , the FEELING , it was the best!!!
Got into the HALL without queuing at all !!!
It might sounds unfair to the others who queued for a long time outside.
But , I ain't gonna care about that in that kind of circumstance.
Althought we still had to queue inside the hall before entering the FIESTA, it's considered short and endurable if compare to the queue outside.

FINALLY!!!!
We got in!!!
and OF COURSE , the first thing we saw definitely were COSPLAYERS.
Lots of Lots of Lots of Lots of COSPLAYERS!!!
That's the time I was starting to get excited.
Taking pictures is the main thing to do,
But, what I regret is my Nikon coolpix s100 was sent for checking, I didn't bring it to capture all those GORGEOUS cosplayers. Can't have their full HD pictures though.
But it's still fine with my 2 megapixels cellphone camera.

I can't just type and let you guys know the accasion inside,
I hereby add in some pictures:

See the crowd?



Here is the booths for those who sells their own artworks, handmade crafts and souvenirs.


These 2 are my High School Art Society seniors, one of them (right) owns a booth for selling her own crafts, that's really cool. Her works are nice.



These are the accessories,models and merchandise that sold by Official Manga Booths:







And how can I forget, the COSPLAYERS:










THE PRETTIEST COSPLAYER I SAW !!!!!


There was also a Live Singing Performance, performed by Origini :




Those are just some of the pictures I took,
If you wanna check out more,
log on to :
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/set=a.2513561795873.2118550.1158000411&type=3
(only available if you are my friend in Facebook)






My pal, Axel Kee, he was one of the securities in Comic Fiesta.
I might get in easier if he could lend me a hand.
But it may cost him his job...haha







This is the friend that I mention,my University friend-- Bobo
I really wanna thanks her for accompanying me to Comic Fiesta all day long, really appreciate it.
But who knows, maybe she should thanks me for accompanying her...haha

My friend and I stayed in the fiesta from 4:30pm till 7:30pm, never wished to exit the hall,
just afraid that we couldn't get in again just like the incident early on.
We appreciated our tickets very much.
Before leaving,we planned to buy something memorable as souvenirs, but we couldn't even find one that's affordable. Everything that we planned to buy is DAMN expensive !!


I've never been to Comic Fiesta before, until now.
I didn't expect high for this event since this is my 1st time been to this kind of event.
At least I gained experience in participating this kind of event.
It's cool and interesting although I'm full of fatique.
I'm looking forward to find out more interesting cosplay next year.
I might wanna be a cosplayer as well~
It could be fun~
Let people take pictures of me instead of me take pictures of others~haha


OH~ and it's such a pity that Yi Huan wasn't there~

有种女生让我很喜欢，
却不忍动情..
跟那种女生在一起时，
会有种温暖的感觉，
那感觉并不出自一时的冲动,
... 而是来自于彼此心灵的了解.
真的，跟那种女生在一起时，
只有彼此心中的感动和心灵的交会，
没错，
当你发现她的心和你是如此贴近时，
常会想给她个结实的拥抱，

你们只会相视一笑，
有些东西是比爱情更珍贵的。
这种女生当女朋友是种浪费..
我害怕她做的我女朋友后,
我必须每天守着电话等着她的声音出现，
我害怕我必须说些花言巧语的话哄她，
更加害怕现实的束缚，
会限制住纯洁的心..
这种女生，喜欢，但我不会动情，
或者，这就叫红颜知己 或者 蓝颜..
既不用为情所困，
为她的行为控制自己喜怒哀乐，
又能享有心灵上的交流。
有很多人都为交不到女朋友所苦，
但我觉得，
假如没有了这种知己，
人生，便多了许多遗憾..

I know I seldom write my daily life story in my blog, but I really wanna write this one down,because the feeling within me today is different,got so much thing in my mind
I don't have good memory,so I think I better write it down before I forgot the feeling and matter.


Whooh!! Damn crazy today...
Hang out with my high school friends today.

Tai Kiat, Rui Xiang, Yong Xin, Bao Sen(a new fried,just met him today) and of course...Yi Huan.

Although Tai Kiat & Rui went back early
But we sure did have lots of fun,this is everyone's 1st time playing ice-skating,it's also my 1st time after 5 years haven't play ice-skating.
But today everythings' coming back,and I learnt new skill as well.

To prepare for hanging out with'em today, I used my time before today to finish my University's assignment until 7pm late night before I went home,because if not,I shall be doing the assignment today.

And after today,I need to wake up at around 4 to get to my university Melaka trip for final project.

But it's definitely worthed,I will do anything just for seeing my friends,I don't give a Damn on University Shit..

But that's not the part that I commemorated the most,

the best and unforgettable part is I skated for 8 hours by teaching 2 girls(yi huan and yong xin) at the same time,

Damn!!...Yi Huan holded my hand for almost 8 hours haven't let go,the longest time in holding a girl's hand that I ever have,

but finally she learnt the basics and know how to balance herself,I felt so damn proud.
It was exciting when we was skating around on ice together and increasing speed slowly,you guys should see her face,so nervous but excited...LOL
But she fall twice in the ice field,it's damn pain when I watched her fall down ,
Damn!! I really blame myself for that,because I didn't look after her carefully ,so SORRY...she injured her back really badly today,I felt so fxxking damn sorry!!

Besides, Yong Xin is quite smart,she just holded my hand for almost 2 hours,and know how to skate by herself already...so good.Am I a good lecturer? haha

I accompanied the girls ,especially Yi Huan, in almost all of my skating time.I didn't even have time to play by myself.Not like Tai Kiat,he was enjoying himself at all time...

I needed to kept my eyes on her to make sure that she won't fall again,I felt sorry already when she fall before that....

But I had fun as well,not because I already know how to skate

To me, teaching people sometimes it's even better than playing alone.

They said that I was so steady ...LOL

I felt so glad that I could lend them a hand today,especially to my best friends

Everyone also fall while skating today,but I think was the least in falling,just once,

But I really don't wanna watch them fall again,Tai Kiat knocked his head on the ice and I could hear the sound clearly,DAMN pain!!

Today's experience is really unforgettable,I hope that my brain won't let me forget this.

I can barely meet them already,since they already finished their final year in Chong Hwa.

can you believe this? A few months ago, I was just talking phone with Yi Huan in my PLKN camp when she was still in Chong Hwa, and now they're graduated.

Time passes really fast, they are going to attend university as well,and maybe in foreign country or some way far...I will appreciate every second my time when hanging out with them,especially Yi Huan again== she said she'll maybe go some places far as Sabah ,Sarawak,Singapore....I really will gonna miss her if she really does go that far.

I really don't want her to be another "Derrick",a bro left is enough for me to feel sad already...

I really will save my time just for seeing them,because you'll never know whether you could see them again or not,I mean not online of course,it's face to face.

Told ya I'll produce the video.
haha.....I'm glad that I've finished my video.......'s trailer~
LOL

Eventhough it's just a trailer but I also put my heart and effort to complete it.

Well, I have to admit, It's a bit rush when I was doing it.
Still have some part in the trailer that I'm not satisfied.
But,we need to leave some space for ourselves to improve , right? haha

Although it's just trailer,
hope you guys enjoy watching it~








So? how was it? Interesting?
I hope you do feel that way.

Just in case that I forgot the whole storyline
I think it's better if I write it down.
You guys can understand the story before the video is published as well.


Legend REBORN- Fist of Martial
(that's the name)

The story's main character is me(Jason) , who is so called legend in a secret Martial Arts Tournament fighting organization,
Martial World Tournament "MWT"
(this organization is legal and considered private,the administrator will recruit the members by their own,so it's only the chosen member will know the existence of this organization,every martial artists that have been chosen as member can ask for a match with other martial artist by sending code to the administrator,and the match is arranged,the location and time will send to Martial Artists.The whole fighting scene will have broadcast in a private channel,only the member of the organization can watch. The main reason for having this organization is to let martial artists observe each other's skills and learn the respectation to Martial Arts)

The world in the story is kinda same like the real world, but every martial artist holds one of their own unique fatal martial art technique.That's what makes this video so interesting.The martial artists will fight each other and get the result of whose technique and skills is better.

Jason(me) aka Legend won the most matches in the record of the organization,and that's how he gets the name -Legend . But due to Jason entering matches frequently,without having enough rest and theraphy,and over-training, his right leg is injured seriously. His 师姐(don't know how to say in english) attempts to urge him don't partcipate the match temporary,and don't use kicks for a period of time to let it recovers, because non-stop fighting is not the main reason for 师姐 to introduce him into this organization , she wants him to learn the cultivation within the essence of Martial Arts. But Jason is so passionate at that moment, he wouldn't care what the others say.After having a few matches ,Jason's leg is in a really bad situation,he could be lame if the situation gets worse.Since that no more stronger martial artist in those matches and his leg's condition,he decides to stop entering for matches and go for theraphy....

During his theraphy,he meets a guy in an incident ,a teenager called Dream,also a member of MWT.The guy is a talented person in learning mrtial arts although he is just a beginner. Jason accepts him as his student and teach him what he had learnt.Jason treats him as his friend,he doesn't like to be constrained by teacher and student's regulation.Soon,the friendship between them increase.Dream improves a lot after the training.Dream hopes to fight Jason in a legal affair and to prove that he really improve.He wants to win the matches by using the skills that he learned from Jason as the gratitude for teaching him....

Meanwhile,Jason also has a friend under the same master which he has crush on her.The girl also heard of the MWT and hopes that she can be a member of it as well.She craves for having an exploration of the organization and meet different martial artist,especially Legend.
Jason always share his experience with her,but he remains silent for not telling her that he likes her, and he actually is the Legend.He's afraid that he will lose a friend if he purposes.
But one day,the girl needs to leave to foreign country for a period of time due to her family business,she hopes to meet Legend desperately but she knows she couldn't as long as she is not the member of MWT.So, she asks Jason a favour, she passes a cap to Jason and wants him to pass it to Legend as a gift of admiring.But actually, there's a paper inside the cap.....

Fortunately,MWT arranged a match between DREAM and LEGEND, this is what Dream has been waiting for.
For cultivation of martial arts,for friendship, for their own self
They will FIGHT till the end.






That's the summary of my storyline. Hope you guys like it.
Can't let you guys know the whole story yet,must keep it mysterious so that you guys will watch my video. haha



Please wait for the video with expectation.

Well, I can assure that my new digital camera is gonna arrive soon.
For 3 months I've waited!! Whooh~
And I already installed and updated all the software I needed to make the new video of mine!!!
But still can't find a suitable name for my video yet.

It's gonna be a real tremendous matter for me to make this video,
well..I know it's kinda exaggerated,but it's true that we need to find every perfect angle to shoot a good video,and it's not gonna be easy.

The video that I was talking about is real!!
And it's really gonna be produced !! (soon)
This time ,it has a storyline, it's not the same as the other 2 videos that I've posted.

Well,this video is just an initial test for my video recording skills..
I won't expose more about it for now,
I need you guys to discover it yourselves when it's produced.

It is an action type of video,
so my cousins and I are going to train ourselves hardly to make the video more attractive.
trust me,it hurts a lot more than you think during the training.
We have to endure,as long as we can make up a good video,this is what we call professional. haha


Besides,just in case you guys think that I'm bluffing,i'll let you guys be my witnesses and see how much effort I've put in:




This is me a year ago~I think I was about 79kg at that time.












And this is me on June 2011, I think I was already lost my weight until 69kg by that time.
Left hand side.










And this is me on July or August,I guess(can't remember well),I was 65kg.




TADAA!!! This is the current me!! 64kg!!!


I'm not showing off here,I just want you guys to check out how serious,passionate I am..

To be honest,training did help me lost my weight,but the main matter that made me drop my weight was the PLKN national service. It's the initial point for me to start losing my weight!!
And after losing weight,it's a lot easier for me to do some better stunts in my video.
Really need to send my gratitude to PLKN.
The two weeks non-stop kung fu and dancing training and rehearsal was one hell of the fun and really did effective in losing weight!!

I should've post these pics a long time ago,but still, check it out:




I wasn't bluffing~ that was really our CNY Performance Day training & rehearsal.






CNY Performance Day!!That was so successful!!(know where am I?haha)





Look who's in the middle!! haha
Told you guys I was teaching Kung Fu,haha












These are all my brothers,my BROs!! We even celebrated the CNY in camp!! 捞生 together..
Damn miss them all!!!


Those were the days~

There is more of these PLKN pics,just go to my facebook pictures and check it out if you guys are interested. (http://www.facebook.com/jaynjason?sk=photos#!/jaynjason?sk=photos)

I need to emphasize that I am not showing off here,I just wanna show you guys some of the pics to let you guys know how's my life in there instead of showing nothing but typying words.

As what I noticed , I realized that not many people are reading my blog,
I'm not surprised,because I'm not some famous celebrity or something,and there are tons of people owning their own blogs as well
I bet it's only a few of my friends are reading my blog.

But,I wish that after my video is published,my blog's publicity will get higher...
If it really does came true...then what I've done in this blog is totally worthed.

That's all for now.
The next post will be attached with a video that you've been waiting for~

Whooh~It's been a long time that I didn't update my blog.
It's quite busy in University though.
Hey, I haven't mention about my university life before,right?
Well,i seldomly use my blog to tell people about my daily life,but to all my high school friends:
i think i'll spend a little time to tell them how's my university.
I'm taking foundation for a year and apply to 3D animation.
Recently,my 1st semester is going to end next week.I've been in my university (UCSI) for 3 months already.
Obviously,met new friends,but not just chinese,i have foreign friends too.
The teaching in University is much more easier to manage if compare to Chong Hwa,although there are all english,no more chinese..
Thanks to Chong Hwa,I have the fundamental of memorizing,so the subjects in University is quite easy for me.
Besides,there are also design assignments too,we need to perform and present our art work to the others,such as lecturers and classmates or even outsiders.So,certain courage is needed and talking skills must be well.
Of course there are also many miscellaneous things happened in my study.
You guys can check it out in my Facebook profile=>photos
Really nothing much to talk about,it's fun in my university,but it seems like lack of plenitude,
maybe it's because I'm still not used to it,and still collaborated to Chong Hwa's routine,the class is always acoustic.
Or maybe university is too free,because the time is chosen by ourselves,so that the classmates and friends in university can't spend long time to be together like in high school.
Oh! I also joined the Dance Club & Martial Arts Club in university too.
I'm learning break dance now.Not a B Boy yet,but soon will be,now just a beginner.
OK~that's it for my University life



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There's one other thing that I wanna talk about.
My sem break is coming,which means holidays.
So, a new video is gonna be made soon!!!
(if wanna know what video it is:check out the blog archive: June:Another Creation)
and this time,I recruited more people who is interested.
I'll make the video way more interesting than before.
It's gonna has storyline,electrofying moves,etc
And don't worry about the quality problem,I'll have a new digital camera soon.The problem will solved.
Much more effort is disbursed this time,PROMISE!!

Oh,if any of my friends is interested to be part of the video making after reading this,
do inform me via Facebook.More people is needed to produce a good video.
Try not to think that this is stupid,making video is damn lot of excitements.
You can also fill in your idle time,gain experience,
most important=>have fun with friends.
ENJOY~
Do tell me if interested.

Finally,another creation of mine is made.
Thanks to Sky,I think I'm in to make video now.
This video is starring by me and my cousin only.

I know most of you guys think this is waste of time ,but making a video is fun,especially behind the scenes,when we refer back to all the videos that we've recorded,it's quite fun.
Well,if you feel boring and nothing to do,making video can definitely fill up you time.

my cousin and I spent almost whole day to make this video.
One of the reason that makes me want to make this video is to let people know we've improved.
The skills that we made in the video took a lot of time to perfect it,especially spreading my legs... I still can't forget the pain.


Well,i hope you guys do enjoy watching it, although it's just a 2 minutes short video...but I sincerely hope you guys will enjoy .

baby,now that you're living with me,this is all I ever dream for
but I know the pain of losing ,that's why I see ya crying
your parents must be worried as long as you're with me
baby,you said never mind,as long as your love is mine
but I must quit being selfish instead of being despised
but now's not the time, guess I still have to wait
time passes ,the love that we fuse crushes and need to burn to ashes
but it still remains the same like you're my only 1st crush
hey baby , now's is the time,the time that we need to say goodbye
and I just hate to say goodbye
hey baby wait dont say it,you know i love you,why can't you understand me
no, baby, I just too understand you ,and it's time to let you know

You're just too for me.
How could it be ,that we both are living fantasy...Yeah~
You're Too Good For Me , BABEH!!
Too good,too good ,too good ,too good.....Girl~ YEAH~
That's how it should be , you're just too good for me
you're too good for me
too good for me..

thats a song's lyrics,
I created it myself ,hope you like it. Just got the inspiration in a sudden.

At long last,back from PLKN already.
Like I said before,met many friends in there,when we gonna separate,it really tears me a lot.
We just hug,and ask each other to take care.That's all we could do.
Really sad ,really sad,I could tell you that.

Eventhough I'm back from the camp,i wont feel happy,can say that I already used to
PLKN's life.
Cuz I really been through a lot in there,I've experienced almost everything that could happen in the camp.
I got injured when performing Martial Arts for the Chinese New Year Event,it's a big big event,I can tell you that.
My leg's muscle cracked and caused internal bleeding,some of my friends who also perform martial arts also got injured.What a coincidence,all of us also injured our right leg.
During the practise,we went to the medic frequently,even the medic's staff and doctor also can regonize our faces.After the performance,the doctor decided to send us to hospital for further check up.
1st time,I went to hospital without parents,the camp's teacher took us to hospital,it's quite fun on the way.
Besides,there's also a thing that I remember the most,since we're injured,we are excused for physical activies,it's quite relax,and we don't even have to KAWAD too..but that's the worst part,the TKB saw us like that and won't allow us to play M16,all of us feel depressed about this at first.
But luckily,thanks to a photographer that I met during the CNY performance,we told him about our case,we're recovered at that time but we still cant play gun.We went to find TKB and SARJAN to explain about our cases to them and hope that they could let us play,but it seems useless. The photographer told our case to our camp's highest status man-KOMANDAN.Finally, we're allowed to play gun^.^ haha
We've met a few camp's high status guy just to fight for our chances to play gun.
And I also took part in many events:
-Chinese New Year>I taught Martial Arts
-KN Class>I took roll became a reaper
-Malam Kebudayaan>I Dance
And many things else,I cant mention all out instantly.....


In this camp,I finally showed all the talents and things I could do but can't find a chance to do outside the camp.
I draw our company ALPHA's flag
I rap song in my PK Class
I teach and perform Martial Arts
I dance MJ's dance
I even massage my buddy in my camp.
I also created a song of my own too,but I still haven't complete yet.

That's the best part in PLKN,you can show out everything you know in there.
I really showed all the things I know in there,I won't feel scared,I won't afraid of being on stage anymore,I won't be shy to show off my talent,cuz no one will laugh at you,this is me.They admire you more than despising you,Trust me.
I became a bit well-known in there because of showing the things I know,and I feel glad about it,I turned from nobody into somebody in there!!!
I can be myself in there, the real me,free from constraint,I can sense freedom!!
Do things that I want and got supports from my friends in there.
I even had crush on a girl in there :P...but I won't feel embarassed to share this out,cuz this is teenage life,having crush really is just a damn normal matter.

Despite that,I changed now,I wont be a coward and trying to avoid something, just face it.
This camp really is the turning point of my life.
I'm back,I changed, now it's a brand new me. Changed mentally and physically.

(about the photo...it's too many,i'm lazy to upload to blog, you can check them out in my Facebook)

The reason that I wrote this post isnt just for showing off, I really want to express the feelings within me and let the others know that it's damn refreshing and good!!!
Hope you guys really understand the feelings and can feel it too...if you are a PLKN trainers too,you should be able know the way I feel easier.

That's All for now.

Whoooh!
End of one month PLKN,guess what.....I met many new friends in there
These few weeks are a bit boring..except eat and sleep,
there're just classes,just a few time to let us have sports(volley ball,basketball,and soccer)....
but it's useless,there are 428 persons in the camp,
how come all of us can play at once,so I usually just sit down and enjoy the view
The view in the camp is pretty nice,it's like zero distance with nature,we're surrounded by mountains and plantation fields.
I can even see many swallows are making nest there...
Take a deep breath inside the camp is the thing I wanna do the most

In the camp,I met different races of new friends,it's cool....
There's a guy among my friends is a DJ,cant believe I can met a DJ in there
He's cool and his body size is so Damn big,just like the WWE wrestler-Big Show
But he is acoustic,which gives me many inspirations about music
I even wrote a song when I was in the camp,it's a love song...:P
But I haven't finish the rhythm...guess you guys have to wait before I finish it

In the camp isn't fun,it's hard to describe....I didnt feel homesick,but some of the guys in the camp had,it's like free from your parents' restraint temporaly,you can do whatever you want and show whatever you know to the friends inside,because they didnt know you much and you can start to show'em what you really can do instead of showing it to those who always despise you...

We had lots of activities and events in these 4 weeks,it's cool that I can see my team coorperate
I truly experienced the savour of coorperation,you will definitelt get high!!

By the way,in the PLKN,I so Damn miss my friends,even when I got my phone back during Saturday and Sunday,but I still didn't have enough time to call all of them,
I usually just call my best friend:Yi Huan
I called her every weekend when I got my phone back
And I just share everything that happens in the PLKN to her.....
It's hard find a friend like her who would spend her time to listen all my stuff...I really appreciate this friendship....
Eventhough I leave the school and we can still keep in touch,that's so precious
Even my friends in my camp also know her now..haha....because I always called her..
hope she doesn't mind....
I just wanna say :
You and
I

Hold our
Unbreakable friendship
Anytime
No matter what happen
(i just got the inspiration)



It's a pity that I didn't bring camera,or else I can upload photos and let you guys see how's the PLKN.....maybe I bring a camera next time when I get back into the camp...

That's all for now,maybe you guys still can see my updates when I'm in the camp,just wait and see......

so miss chong hwa frd T-T

一个星期了在那里,

A year is passed,can't believe it ended in a blink of an eye,kinda exaggerated but it's true.
I can't say that I will remember all of my high school friends forever,because I still can't manage to remember some of their names.
But I still can memorize your faces,that's the fact!! I ain't gonna forget all of you.
(including 2010 5AXiao,2009 4ARen,2008 3Ping,2007 2Ping,2006 1He)'s students & teachers..
What I can remember the most in my high school years is this year..in 5AXiao.
I met lots of new friends of course...lots of things happen in this year,the class is always surrounded with our laughs when teacher is teaching.I can assure that the other class won't be as cheerful as ours!!

Since this is my last year,I decided to sign up as much things as I can,just in case that I won't leave the school with regrets..
But time passes and will never come back,there was something that made me feel regrettable...
-I didn't get a chance to sing on the stage during the English Singing Competition.
(I didn't take part)
-I didn't get a chance to take photos with Yi Huan in the One Concert performance,that was such a waste,I forgot to bring a camera that day..ARGHH!!! If I took photos that day,then it's a whole new story...but at least I got a chance to give her a rose after the concert....
-Sky and I didn't win the NIE,we spent lots of effort into this contest.It's fun though,we got to make a video again like we did last year in 4ARen.We even thought about what should we do after winning the first prize.
-I didn't take as many photos as I want with the Japanese Sudents(especially girls...haha)
I wanna write all of these into my blog so that it can remind me all the time.

Sometimes,you won't realize how important the thing or people is until you reached the last minutes.
Can't believe it's happening to me now,I'm gonna leave soon and the feeling is weird.
I wanna let you guys know how important and meaningful you are to me,
especially you,you,you,you,you,you and you:

Sky,we've be friends for a long time,you changed me a lot,from a guy with autistic to a guy who is talkative....I really appreciate it.To be honest,I really admire your ways of doing things and your personal assertive.You sure can talk too,I'm honoured that I can be friends with you.Not to forget what we did during the recess in the canteen,all of us gathered around and just chat and chat and chat....Man,we've been through a lot of acivities too,the most impressed events is Teachers' Day..Do you still remember that? I was so happy that day.I am really glad that I have a friend like you.And it's my pleasure to be your "assistant"....haha

Yi Huan =.= , you are still the only female best friends I have in my high school life.I know that I wrote about you in my blog before.But things happen,I still have a lot of things to say to you.You are kinda weird sometimes,one moment you are fervent,another moment you are completely cool....I guess I still don't know much about girls yet.(no offense)..I considered you are my best friend already,when I have problems or just plain idle,I definitely can count on you to keep me companied--by phone haha....we never chat face to face like we chat on phones before,do we?
maybe that's your style of socializing with others.I hope someday we could just sit down,have some drinks...and chat...talk about everything...without any boundary..I don't wanna miss this chance with the friend I care..and leave with tears and sadness & regrets.
you are special anyway,I can't say how special you are with words because you are different from the others...your ways of making friends,personal habits and your routine.I found out we have some mutual favourites too.....Hey,we never have a picture together,you keep ignoring me,I don't know why..Are you shy?(-.- I don't think so) ,I really hope to have a pic with you before i leave.No matter what,you are still my best..I know you became more mature now or you are trying become more mature now (?) ...I wish you all the best now and in the future, don't know whether you'll still remember who I am or not in the future .=.=
As a friend,I always want to let you know that I care about you(don't be sensitive),it's hard to find a friend to talk whatever they got to each other. You really are my best friend.



Cheng,Lup Bin,Fat Gor!!! I couldn't been through the whole senior year without you guys.Always chat and make me happy,I won't feel any negative energy when I'm with you guys!!!Not to forget to mention Mr.Kee,Boss,Weng Yew(WJJ),spending time with you guys in canteen is the most wonderful time of my life..really happy!!!



Tai Kiat,I won't forget the time that we head back home together,you make me feel safe all the time...haha

My society=>Art Society,I swear I wll never ever forget every moment I spent in the society.I can't believe I could be so "popular" in the society,they even want to organize a farewell party for me(not just for me)!!It's so touching,every member in the society is so damn enthusiastical.Each one of them has different stunning personality,it's so hard to forget them.
I think the photos I took by them are more than my daily photos.Do I really look so adorable that you guys wanna snap me all the time?haha... I just spent one year joining in the Art Society's Commitee and I love it already!!! The 叉烧包Enterprise,stay overnight at Angel's house....So unforgettable!!! Thanks to Cheng,he is the one who recruit me into the sociey after all.Every member in the ART SOCIETY: I Love You Guys!!!

The people that I didn't mention in the blog doesn't mean that you guys aren't meaningful to me,it's just that they seized more part in my memories than you guys...(no offense)...

I am gonna leave,what else can I say?
Chong Hwa!! Sayonara!!!
High School Year definitely is the most memorable time in our life!!No doubt about that.
Chong Hwa is the place where I met my Bro(Derrick),my best friends and all of my friends.....

I will miss Chong Hwa for sure,especially my fellows in Chong Hwa!!!!

First contact to the Japanese students,full of curiousity,pleasures and surprises.
I never speak to a japanese before,but now,when I first listen to their language,it's a whole different feeling,it doesn't sounds like those anime characters that we seen in those Japanese Animation.
Their accent is funny eventhough they are speaking English,I am not saying that their English is bad,I assume that their English is way better than me,they just don't get used to speak English frequently.
Besides,they propagate their own cultures too,such as Japanese Swordsmanship,Japanese Tea Ceremony,Japanese Judo,Origami and a lot more...
I am part of the Art Society and I am proud that many Japanese Students are interested to our BATIK and PAPERCUTTING.They are good learners,I am impressed.

Japanese Students are kind and friendly,the boys are handsome and the the girls are beautiful..

My Japanese fellow students: I hope you like Chong Hwa!!

I met a new friend during the events,her name is RIKA.
Although we just met shortly,but I treated her as my first Japanese Friend already.


RIKA:(I don't know how you think about me,but I think you are a friendly and beautiful girl,I am glad that I met you./私は、あなたがどう考えるかわからないについて教えて，しかし、私はあなたは、フレンドリーで美しい少女だと思う，私はあなたを満たしていることをうれしく思います。)
(If you have read my blog,I hope you like it.^.^/あなたは私のブログを読んでいる場合，私はあなたがそれを愛してほしい。^.^)

Here is the japanese translation /ここに日本語翻訳があります :

好奇心に満ちている日本の学生への最初の接触、喜びと驚き。
私は彼らの英語は方法が私よりも優れていると仮定し、彼らはただ、頻繁に英語を話すに慣れていない
また、彼らは日本の剣術、日本の茶道、日本の柔道、折り紙、もっとたくさんのような、あまりにも独自の文化を伝播...
私は芸術協会の一部です 私は多くの日本人学生が私たちのバティックや切り絵に興味を持っていることを誇りに思います 。彼らは良い学習され，私は感銘を受けて。
日本の学生は親切でフレンドリーです， 男の子はハンサムですと 女の子はきれいです。
私の日本語仲間の学生： 私は、あなたが私たちの学校を愛してほしい！！
(私の日本語はあまりよくない,許してください)

A few hours ago,I cleaned up my room,Guess what!?
I found my PlayStation 1.
Without hesitating,I cleaned as fast as I can.




PlayStation 1..

My first ever video games player.
My family bought it to me when I was 9 and I still remember its price=>RM400.
That's worth to buy for a guy like me at that epoch.
PS was the most popular tech at that time.
(I just can't believe that the figures could actually be 3D at that moment...haha)
Almost all of the people I know had one of their own precious PS.
Can you imagine?It's like a trend!!Everyone had a common topic=>PS1 games.

Play Station was the machine that keeps me and all of my cousins(there're 6 of them) together.
We all gathered in our grandparents' house,where my PS was placed in.
No matter what happens,it just won't keep us apart.
Playing tons of games....Bomberman Racing,Crash Team Racing,Digimon Rumble Arena,SmackDown....and a lot more.
Everyone of us had lots of fun when we were still minors.



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The best of all,I bet you guys played this game before==>"Harvest Moon"
This was the best game that I've ever played.


I remembered that I spent a year to get married.Unfortunately,I lost the disc and my memory card a couple years ago.

I really enjoyed playing it...especially a guy like me who knew nothing about tech.
It sure brings back many happy memories.


but Nowadays,me and my cousins are not like the old times,we can't gather frequently due to our school matters and the arrivals of Playstation 2,Playstation 3,Xbox360,PSP...
PlayStation1 is totally outdated.

As a matter of fact,we can't get along like the past.
I am not saying that new product aren't good,it's just that we can't have those happy moments anymore eventhough the tech are advanced..