Can't believe this blog still exist after 10 fucking years.
Somehow it's a relief that I still have a private platform to let off some steam. I doubt there's still people remember this site, if you do see this, well.....make sure to keep it a secret LOL.
What brings me back? Funny story, just one gathering after 9 years, barely talked, and yet still managed to cause waves of reminiscence. Get caught up with all our past text messages and blog posts again which reminds me that my blog still remains.
Much have changed since then, life's a bitch, just when you thought you could bear it all, but one simple reunion knocks you back to reality, truth is I still care. Why?? could be unwillingness of losing someone, the guilt for hurting someone and can barely maintain one simple friendship, the one person whom I cared so much deep down inside but didn't have the guts to admit and realize it until it's all too late.
Fact is that's not the only mistake in the past 10 years, joyful ride but hurtful endings.
wrong timing, wrong decisions all the way... fuck...
Then with the right person, tough timing, but we'll manage (fingers crossed)
Then again, life seems pretty well so far, at least not becoming worse, so I am not complaining,
I guess regrets and guilt will always be there as an untimed alarm that reminds me of my stupidity,
But, that's life !!! Deal with it!! (definitely easier said than done)
Alright, enough with all the bullshitting, who knows when I am going to type shit like this again but would be fun to look back as memory. Perhaps in another 10 years time.
Well, at least my words aren't AI generated. That's for sure.
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